CABIN FEVER
(hollywood/newcombe)
I wonder why I bother getting out of bed
I've got this point of view I borrowed from a friend
He knows how hard it is to make up your own mind
So if he wants to do it for me that's just fine
It's easy when you realize you're nothing
You're nothing
It's easy when you realize
I wonder why I bother going out at all
I have this room that's got no windows, only walls
It gets so dark inside I lose track of the time
So if I sleep and I don't wake up I don't mind
It's easy when you realize you're nothing
You're nothing
It's easy when you realize
Been trying to sleep but I always wake up
Haven't seen you for weeks maybe we should break up
Baby don't ask why
Baby don't ask why
Please don't ask why
I think it's time we said goodbye
Ohhhh
Lying here on the floor I can't stand I'm too weak
I don't dream anymore
There's monsters haunting my sleep
Put a lock on the door
To try to keep them outside
But they're in my head
I don't know where I can hide
So I'm talking to them
Cause I lost all my friends
I never get what I want
So I'll get drunk again
Don't want to feel anymore cause I only feel pain
Put my thoughts in the sink and watch them go down the drain
I would lie down to sleep but I might stop breathing
My heartbeats so weak I'm so scared of leaving
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
I'm too fucking young to say goodbye
Ohhhhhhh